It occurs to me that there are probably very few people here with a vested interest in my journal entries being either of those things. Perhaps I'm just not comfortable with myself these days.
There's a powerful sense of not belonging, a leftover of my life. I don't know why I believe I don't belong here -- if there is a community of people who are more diverse, I'd be very curious as to what community that would be. I guess it has to do with a lack of skills, perhaps (I hope) a percieved lack of skills.
I guess I worry a little too much about being irritating or stupid.